Self care is extremely important. It is something that I encourage and promote to others, and do my best to practice, myself. In my younger years, I was not a person who practiced self care very well. I always did for others, as well as myself, but I tended to over-extend myself and would get drained in the process. The revelation came to me at around age 25 when I was with a group of girlfriends and one asked me for some help with something on an upcoming weekend. I was already busy with something else that weekend and apologetically declined her request. What happened next was very eye-opening for me. My friend immediately turned away from me and approached another of our mutual friends, asking her for help on that weekend. It was then that I realized that the world would not come to an end if I said, “No” to someone, and that they would (likely) find someone else to assist them.
Since that time and as I have gotten older and (hopefully) wiser, I have practiced more self care and do my best to relate with others who are accustomed to always “doing” for others, but doing very little, if anything, for themselves. Also as I have gotten older, my life has changed. I mostly work from home – and a lot. I am mostly an empty-nester. And, as a result of having to live and survive, it is challenging to keep up with everything. While I do my best, I also continue to recognize the importance of consciously and actively implementing self care.
These days, most of my time is spent at the computer. It has been a challenging adjustment for me. As a person who is gregarious and outgoing, I am energized by in-person communications, interactions, connections, and relationships. While I have regular communications and interactions with others, digitally, and whether on a live platform or not, it is always different from actual in-person relationships. I am still learning how to make the best of it and make it work in the best possible way for me. What I try to see is that there are advantages and disadvantages to everything, and I try to focus on the benefits of live, online work from home.
In my teaching, there are opportunities to make presentations to colleagues and supervisors. It took me a couple of years to feel comfortable and confident with the idea of presenting in my workplace, but I recently did it. I regularly teach students and make presentations to adults, but presenting to my colleagues and supervisors was a little different. After awhile, I realized that I was the one who was putting that unnecessary stress on myself, and decided to let it go and just be myself. Therefore, I had the pleasure of making two presentations to my teaching colleagues about one month ago.
Now, it may not seem like a big deal to you, but presenting to colleagues and supervisors took a little bit for me. I had to overcome that “how are they going to judge me?” feeling. Once I moved past that, I was able to put together a very relevant presentation about self care at work, especially in an online setting while working from home. I defined self care, described many different parts of it, and explained basics and specifics regarding how we can care for ourselves while working.
Things like getting up and moving around in-between sessions; going outside and walking at lunchtime; and reaching out to colleagues for conversation, connection, and support are some important things in self care at work. Being sure that one is rested, eats nutritiously, and hydrates themself appropriately are also important in work self care. Avoiding those things that deter from work self care, including too much caffeine or nicotine, and definitely not using substances during work are also very important to self care.
I am a person who also likes to surround myself with pictures of family and friends at my desk, with the occasional vase of flowers nearby and lots of natural light in my office. Doing things like praying and listening to music can also be supportive and uplifting, if those are things that are helpful to you. These include some of the things that I presented about regarding self care at work, including recognizing when additional professional support may be needed and reaching out for it, for whatever reason.
After my presentations, I felt energized and uplifted. I am a person who tries to make my presentations interesting and enjoyable, while also being a dynamic and energetic speaker. My hope is for everyone to take something away with them that is helpful and supportive from my presentations. I do my best to be engaging, try to include everyone, and ask participants for thoughts, ideas, and comments. My feeling is that we can always learn more when we put our heads together and work with each other.
When I received all of the post-presentation feedback and comments from my colleagues and supervisors, I realized that I should not have been stressed or nervous at all. Again, I realized that I was putting that on myself, and am happy that I had the insight to be able to overcome it. Nearly 20 people heard my presentations, and they all gave positive and supportive feedback. It helped me further realize that I am my own worst critic. I even got a male supervisor to laugh at a comment that I made, and I would consider him to be quite serious, so that also made me feel good.
I am all about making connections and developing (and maintaining, where possible) positive relationships with people, and I would like to think that I achieved that on a bit of a different level during my presentations. That caused me to walk away feeling rewarded and satisfied. I hope to have additional opportunities in the future to make presentations to my colleagues and supervisors, especially with the experience of these having proceeded so well. I really enjoyed doing them and I appreciated the opportunity, not only to share with others, but to remember to follow my own advice.
By the way, I also offered to give my presentation to a large local business group that I am involved in. I would definitely rival any of their best presenters (including their paid presenters), but unfortunately, this group was not interested. I don’t often offer to do things in my community for free anymore due to the high cost of living and my many responsibilities, so it was disappointing not to be provided with an opportunity. However, I will continue to enjoy the pleasure of presenting to those who are interested and who will get something out of it, including potentially being entertained in the process.